learning to let go

people struggle daily with the conflict of learning to let go of a lost loved. I have been in their shoes and I know that feeling quite well. I wonder why people struggle with this. Don’t they know that hanging on to something that once was, isn’t good for them? And yes I know anyone…

sitting on go……

I feel like I need a change. I feel like I need some adventure in my life. It is odd to me, because I get to feeling so settled and comfortable and them BAM! I feel like I need to find something to get me out of this rut I am in. I don’t know…

money woes

My husband and I both got paid yesterday and after paying bills, we have one hundred dollars left for the next two weeks. How depressing. So sick of money woes and there never being enough money. Damn it. šŸ˜¦ I know we aren’t the only ones in this situation and I know too that I…

Friday

I had a great day today. My mood was one of complete contentment and I felt extremely serene and happy. I got home and it all went to crap Found out my son’s wife went and had her tubes tied. But he lied to me and said she fell and hurt her shoulder again. And…

squibble squabble…..

that is all I can say. Squibble and squabble. life turns on a dime. Odd to me that people are so secretive and have to be so hush hush about things. Like they are immune to the day to day tasks of the American life. Just learned one niece left her husband for another woman….

never again

because I had a tooth pulled on Tuesday the dentist put me on codeine and I had a bad reaction from it and was sick all day yesterday from dry heaves and feeling like I was going to faint every time I moved not a good feeling but I feel better today, not perfect but…

oral surgery

well I broke a tooth last night and went to the dentist today only to be sent to an oral surgeon to extract my tooth. So I sit here with a numb mouth and a sore mouth I have a mouth wash I have to use at least twice a day, and two other pills…

What would I do if…..

What would I do if I suddenly got fired from this job? That thought comes to me from time to time. I do wonder. I know I would have to work but what would I do? What would I do if, I suddenly lost my husband? I can’t imagine I would be living a life…

By the Grace of God

Last Saturday the entire day was cloudy and very rainy. So much rain that there was water standing in the streets in places. Well my children all went to Iowa City to meet their sister for dinner and on the way home, my youngest child Emily was driving 70 on the interstate passing a semi,…

Monday Monday

I’m thinking of that song “Monday Monday, can’t trust that day” By the Mama’s and the Papa’s. odd but it just popped into my head when I sat down to write a blog. I usually don’t like Monday’s and I would rather be home than be here, however since the weekend was so good and…