Archive for May, 2014


Mrs. Lazy

Yes that is me, Mrs. Lazy
I have no ambition to do anything
Things seem like such a struggle
Everything does
Work, home, sometimes even my grandchildren, which makes me sad to even think that about them.
Maybe I’m depressed?
I don’t know
I wish things were simplier,I wish there were no damn bugs so I could go outside without caking myself in bug spray
I wish I had a husband who was more passionate about life, because I’m starting to give in and just accept this passionless way of life and that depresses me too
I wish I could retire and just enjoy life
I use to think I would be bored if I didn’t work, but now I’m thinking it would be wonderful to not work at all
I wish my children all had deep love and commitments from their spouses, but I fear not one of them do

I know I need to broaden my horizons
Take risks, find new mountains to climb….

My sister is moving to Florida here in about a month and I envy her this new adventure
I know she is scared and nervous of the unknown, but I have complete faith in her and know she will blossom there

As I’ve said numerous times before, I am a very blessed woman
I know this, but it is the day to day grind that gets me down
Getting myself past this low I am feeling is my priority right now…..

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Not sure if my title is actually a word but it is how I feel today

Sick to my stomach and nauseated

Yuck

I’m at work and I’m going to try and stick it out

I think I have a bit of a sinus headache too

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raining cats and dogs

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okay, not really.

of course it isn’t raining cats and dogs…..

I do wonder who came up with such a silly saying……

but it is raining like mad here in WL Iowa.

the streets have standing water in them and there is a field across from our place that has water standing in it.

sigh….

I so love that it is cooler though

Way too soon in the year to be this hot and humid.

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I’ve been fightinga sinus headache for nearly two weeks now

It isn’t constant butcomes and goes

 

Vacation is quickly coming to a close

One more day after today, and then we are flying home on Saturday

It is amazing to me how fast the time goes

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Its been stormy in the late afternoons but the temps have been in the eighties with a great breeze

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Not sure when we will be back to Daytona

My sister is moving to Fort Myers in a couple of months so when I come down here it will be to see her

And I doubt we will drive across the state to come oceanside

Of course I could be wrong

There are dozens of other places I want to vacation to, and since this is my eleventh time I’ve been to Florida, its time to give it up

🙂