Okay I have to admit I am tired of living in this twilight zone.

I am tired of things being so weird.

Yes I am grateful that people are staying home and not spreading this God awful virus but I am ready for it to be done and over with.

Sigh.

I know I am lucky that I can go to my job and get paid for it.

I do know that.

But every other aspect of this life is just insane.

How long is this going to last?
Months?
Longer?

I know I am one of millions who feel this way……

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I’m aching to be sitting here on the wonderful Florida beaches.

I yearn for the surf and sand.

The warm sunshine and just to relax and enjoy some peace and quiet.

sigh.

 

The days run together.

I am sick with a cold so I have no ambition to do anything and the weather is too crappy to be outside working in the yard.

I hate this weather.
We got teased with a wonderful weekend of sixties and ever since we have been cold.

I want to be out in the yard planting my flowers and working the soil between my fingers.

Darn it.

I did get some bulbs in the mail today.

I can’t wait to plant.

I so badly wish we could be outside.

Oh and of course I work so that helps a bit but I am tired a lot too.

Think it is the feeling like I am rundown from the cold.

Sigh.

Florida, Daytona Beach specifically is 88 degrees today.

Sounds heavenly for beach side.

You know if you think you have a rough life  I recommend you watch Blood Diamond

Yeah its a movie but if it anything close to life there

We are very fortunate to live in America

Its a good movie and I love Leonardo Dicaprio

So you can’t really go wrong

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I need to be struck by lightening and some how wake up from this fog I feel like I am in.

This morning when I woke up at six am, I thought to myself “What the hell should I get up now for? There is nothing I need to do or no place I need to be”
So I went back to bed.

And woke up again at eight am and thought the same thing.
“I have no where to go and why not just sleep?”

I woke up again at nine and thought the same thing.

I think I might be a bit depressed.

Not needing medicine depressed just in a funk.

I need something to spark my life.

I know I have so many things to be thankful for and I am thankful.

But I am also in a funk.

Nothing changes.

If the weather would cooperate and be nicer I think I would feel better.

But I can’t let the weather dictate my life and I know that.

I just wish it would hurry it along a bit.

sigh

I have no idea what to say today.

I have been sick with a cold and slept twenty two hours yesterday and slept sixteen hours last night.
Yep you heard right sixteen hours.

I feel better.

Still weak but better.

I have to work the next two nights so I have to feel better for that.

 

This coronavirus is depressing and sad.

I know we have to do what is needed to keep the virus from spreading but the cabin fever seems almost overwhelming at times.

I go out to my daughter’s house and work but I miss going out to eat, I miss just being out.

Of course this damn weather is depressing as well.

WE get a very warm weekend and then go back to this depressing cold crap.

Yes I realize it is barely spring and only March 20th but still……

I am so ready for warmer weather as I know most everyone is.

However we must wait as we always have to.

 

 

My 20 month old grand daughter gave me her cold.

The little turd.

I ache from my chest clear up to my head.

My throat feels like it there are knives stabbing me in it every time I swallow.

I am taking ibuprofen every four hours and am drinking hot tea and now I feel sort of decent

I’m cold and if I let the ibuprofen lasps then I ache again..

I am rarely sick.

I take vitamins  every day to keep myself from being sick……

and yet my little burger butt makes me sick…..

I forgive her but man am I sick of being sick already.

Sigh

 

People joke about the coronavirus

They put stupid things on Facebook about it

Schools are closing, businesses are closing,  people are dying and yet people joke about it

What is funny about it?

I don’t understand

This is my opinion and I know it differs from others.

I think the Coronavirus is going to get a lot worse in the United States then it is now.

And I think people aren’t taking it seriously.

I have talked to people who think it is all blown out of proportion.

I disagree.

If you look at Italy or China, they are losing hundreds of people.

Yet people make jokes about it on face book and other social media

I don’t understand it.

I guess time will tell……..