well here we are 1 hour and 15 minutes till 2021 rolls in

So many people are critical of what 2020 brought

But it was and should be a lesson learned

We the people take day to day life for granted and I think the coronavirus just made people wake up.

Or should make them wake up

Life as we knew it has changed and we need to accept it

And Thank God that Biden is going to be president and the orange man can go away

Hopefully 2021 will be a great year

🙂

No one will argue that 2020 has been a crappy year with the coronavirus.

Many people died many were very sick.

I had it but it was a mild case so I can’t complain about having it.

My husband’s nephew died in May, due to a heart attack at 39 years of age.

A woman I use to work with lost her life with her husband just a little over a week ago when a 20 year old man from Illinois decided to take them with him when he killed himself by driving on the Interstate the wrong way and hitting them head on.

Trump (thank you Lord) didn’t win the reelection which is a very bright point in this year.

I didn’t get to go on vacation this year which is a bummer.

Today I have a cold and stuffed up nose due to my youngest grand daughter giving it to me.

I called in sick last night because I was so miserable.

But alas…it is the first time I have called in so I was over due.

🙂

In 2021 I will turn 60 years old, which I have to say is a little bothersome.

It never bothered me to turn 30 or 40 or 50 but turning 60 I think is going to be another story.

How can I possibly be 60?
Where has the time gone?
The only good thing about it is that it leaves me just five year before I can retire.

Which can’t get here soon enough.

On another note I have decided to change up my clothes.

I am tired of jeans.

So I have bought some dress slacks.

Just because I want to feel less frumpy.

I look forward to wearing them when it gets nicer out.

Right now with winter upon us, (we are supposed to get up to 6 inches tonight) I don’t feel like I can wear slacks, unless we are going out to eat.

I wish it would snow two or three feet.

We haven’t had a really good snow storm since my eldest daughter was a baby, almost 42 years ago.

Alas…..I do hope 2021 will be a lot brighter and happier for everyone.

We could do with something good happening after this crappy year.

Day one of my four days off is nearly over with.

I didn’t do much.

I caught up on my tv shows and took an almost three hour nap.

Sigh.

Hate how fast my days off go.

Of course if I hadn’t napped it would have seemed longer.

Sounds like we are going to get some snow this weekend which is alright with me.

We need snow for Christmas.

Still wish I was in a warmer climate with a beach as my view but alas…….If wishes were horses beggars could ride.

🙂

I have the next 4 days off and I wish I could head to Florida

I could

I could rent a car and fly there for under $600

The only thing is I would have to go by myself

NOT that I couldn’t but not sure how much fun it would be

I yearn for sunshine and warmer temperatures

And it has hardly been winter yet

Sigh

Hopefully next year I will get to go back to the beach

in 5 years I will be about ready to retire

Which I am thrilled about

In the next year we are going to reside our house and build a bigger deck

In the new year I want to cut back to 32 hours a week and no more

I feel like all I do is sleep and work

I feel like life is passing me by

I feel like I am not living up to my potential

Honestly I feel like I am floating in outer space with no direction or destination in mind

I actually feel like I am drifting…….

It isn’t a good feeling and I know I need to change it

No this isn’t a new year’s resolution

It is just me wanting to live more

Be in the moment more…