Brian

my son Brian is 34 today. I find that hard to believe and the time goes by so fast. I am very proud of the man he is, as I am proud of all my children. Brian is the most like me though. Emily is too but I think Brian is a bit more like…

the best of me

what is the best of me? my children and grandchildren when they hurt I hurt, when they do something that is really dumb, I cringe with the pain it will one day cause them. my grandchildren are all innocent children and I want nothing more than for them to be happy and healthy their whole…

Computer issues at home

we have been struggling with internet issues all week at home. yesterday it finally died on us. I called Mediacom and someone is supposed to come out today to look at it. I don’t realize how much I am on the internet and or how much I miss it until I can’t have it.  …

turning tables

things change on a dime. one can believe things are going great and then suddenly someone flips a switch and it all is different. or they know something has been brewing right under the surface but believe with planning and time things will be fine. nope, nada, not likely. things change. People change and you…

the crud

I have the crud. a cold and aching everywhere. I do think I am on the down ward slop to getting better however I am sick of being sick. and to top it off I hurt my back first thing this morning here at work. ugh…….. seems like it is always something with me……

decision time

so I have decided to  try my hand at going back to school. first I am going to re-take the 75 hour nurses aide course to become a nurses aide again. if this goes well and I feel like I can tackle it, I hope to go to nursing school. I’m 53 and while a part…

yuck

I’m having a yuck day. ugh. I feel like I want to run away from myself and find something new and interesting to do with my life. and while I try and remind myself that I am very fortunate in so many ways, I still feel this yuck and wish I could bury my head…

pretty pictures for today

      if I had to choose between the ocean and the mountains, I’m not sure I could. I love both so much. and I love pretty pictures. 🙂