ALICE

yesterday afternoon I went to a meeting titled ALICE. it is about what to do if God forbid someone comes into your school and starts shooting people. it was hard to deal with and I had a hard time sleeping last night thinking about all of it. they did a reenactment of the Columbine shooting…

family time

had my sons and their children and my daughter in law all over for supper tonight. the only thing missing was Emily and Aaron. Tonyia was working and of course she wasn’t here either. it’s been almost two weeks since I have seen Keira and she is starting to be a little stand offish and…

goofy feeling

I feel weird today. almost goofy. I know that sounds silly and somewhat childish, but it is how I feel. I feel like my stomach is bloated and yet I almost feel like there is a little pac man in there eating away from the inside out. Granted to some of you this will sound…

aching

I am literally aching for spring aching for warmer temps and the budding of trees and yes the flowers all blooming. this winter has been so damn long ­čśŽ

victim

I know a person who is feeling like the victim. like life has dealt her a horrible hand and she can’t handle the wasted years thus she is a victim she isn’t, but I don’t have the heart to tell her that. there are people worse off than her. and if she hates her life…

time to go back to work

my four days off are over with and tomorrow it is back to work   had a good four days off, the best was spending time with my grandson and seeing my sister yesterday   I would never want to be off and just sit home every day that is just too damn boring but…

day one of four days off

Today I was writing for about two hours and then as quickly it came it left me hate it. I did get the lower half of the house cleaned and laundry done so I have had a productive day I need to clean the upstairs yet and fold the towels that are in the dryer…

4 day weekend ahead

After I get off of work today I have a four-day weekend ahead of me. I also get off an hour early today due to it being spring vacation and our boss is letting us. ­čÖé which is great.   My husband is laid up with his broken foot being fixed and having to use…

I’m dreaming………..

I want to be here.┬á This is me sitting on the beach in Florida last July, and I can’t wait to be here again. It is cold in Iowa. Below the normal temperatures it should be this time of year. Hate it. I’m ready for spring and green grass and trees budding I realize a…

D day

today is the day, my husband is going to get the bone in his foot fixed. they are taking a bone from his┬áheel to put in his foot and also add a plate and a pin weird. he is a bit nervous and I imagine he will be in a cast for a good six…