Archive for January 2020

Rest In Peace   Leave a comment

 

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Posted January 31, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Needing Something~   Leave a comment

I am blue.

I could just need a day of full sun shine.

Or a vacation.

Or something more than working and trying to function in between.

 

Nothing exciting happens with me and my life.

Same old thing just a different day.

Maybe it is the winter blues.

 

Maybe it is wishing I didn’t have to work.

Whatever it is I long for the beach and the warm sunshine.

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Sigh.

 

 

Posted January 29, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

Thank You God   Leave a comment

Life is good

My daughter’s lime size mass in her brain is just a cyst

The doctor said she could have been born with it or had a head injury that caused it

She was in a car accident with her grandfather when she was 7 and she hit her head pretty hard then

 

She will have to have surgery to remove it

She goes to see a surgeon on February 4th to find out how it will be done and when he will do it

The tonsil surgery is post poned indefinitely

Thank you Lord for answering my prayers

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Posted January 24, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Is This A Test?   1 comment

Am I being tested?
Is the good Lord putting my faith to the test?

Is this even about me?

I got some troublesome news today.

Something I can’t share until I have more information.

Something that I keep praying and praying to the Lord about since I heard about it.

I have complete faith in God.

I believe whatever happens will not make my faith for Him sway one bit.

I do believe with all of my heart that God is in control and anything He puts before me I can handle because I know He will be there with me.  Carrying me through if need be.

I don’t want this bad news and I don’t want one single thing in my life to change.

I have always felt so blessed and grateful for all of the blessings God has given me.

I have even said I am unworthy of all the blessing He has graced me with.

But again is this even about me?
No doubt about it, if this turns out bad it will affect me like nothing ever has before.

I’m not sure how I will live through it.

But again, I know I will get through it because God is with me.

At this moment in time all I can do is hope and pray.

And God willing it will all turn out fine.

So I will keep praying and put my faith in My Lord.

loveheart

 

Posted January 21, 2020 by Marge in God, heartfelt, ramblings

The Woman Behind The Mask~   Leave a comment

Do you ever feel like you aren’t living up to your potential?
Do you ever feel like no one knows the real you?
I contemplate these thoughts quite often of late.

Who am I if not a wife, mother and grandmother?
Who am I standing alone?
Who am I behind the mask?
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If there was no one to think about but myself where would I be?
Where would I live?
What would I be doing with myself?

I live in West Liberty Iowa because that is where my husband wants to live.

I wrap my life around my four kids and their families.

My six grand children whom I adore and would never ever want to live without.

But if I woke up tomorrow and it was just me, where would I go and what would I do?

Deep down I want to live a simpler life.

I want to live off the land, live away from civilization

Live in complete oneness with the earth.

Don’t get me wrong, I do not want my life to change in anyway shape or form.

But I sometimes wonder if it was just me where would I be?
Definitely not in West Liberty Iowa

I see myself in Montana or Wyoming or Utah.

living simply

 

 

Posted January 20, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

I think I am going to like it~   Leave a comment

So I did my first third shift last night as a CNA.

I liked it.
It went fast and I enjoy the work.

I hope it keeps going well.

Got home at six fifteen, was in bed by seven.

Slept till ten thirty, got up to go the bathroom and went back to bed and got up at two.

Showered and made chicken fajita’s for a late lunch early supper

Now it is four pm and I have a little less than six hours before I have to be back at work.

I will try and nap again before I go.

Probably around six or seven.

I have tomorrow night off so I will only sleep about three hours tomorrow morning.

WE don’t have the kids until WEdnesday so not sure what we will do tomorrow.

There are always things I could do.

I don’t have to leave the house to keep busy.

But we shall see.

 

Oh on another note we went to “Knives Out” the other day and I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone.

A rather dumb movie for all the big stars that were in it.

 

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Posted January 20, 2020 by Marge in ramblings

Just because   Leave a comment

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I love a pretty picture

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Posted January 16, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized