fat is what I am

this is a picture of me and my husband last Saturday. ugh I am fat. I never realize how fat I am until I see a picture of myself. I am disgusting. I am striving really hard to eat smaller portions and moving more instead of sitting down and doing nothing. I need to lose…

thoughts

I am sitting here trying to figure out what to say today, and I run across this picture and think how wonderful it would be to be sitting in this hammock and just enjoying the sunset. yes my mind is still on vacation and counting down the hours until it gets here. Which can’t come…

decisons

so today online I have been looking at Apple I pads, nooks, and smart phones. I want a wi-fi of some sort that I can carry with me at all times. My son said the Apple I pad, is not worth the money. My sister swears by the nooks, (but I don’t have that kind…

doctor’s verdict

well I went to the doctor yesterday and his verdict is that while I sprained my knee enough to inflame the nerves, it is mostly arthritis and there isn’t anything they can really do for that. He suggests swimming and losing weight. Which of course I know I need to lose weight. that is a…

damn damn damn damn

My God this getting old stuff is taking its toll on me. I am so sick of hurting myself by doing little things that I do every day and all of a sudden I am in horrific pain Take Friday night. I am up on a ladder cleaning pictures and shelves that these pictures are…

busy weekend, again

I have another busy weekend ahead of me. Tonight we went out for our anniversary and took our grand daughters Keira and Kayla and Emily and her family joined us. After that we went to the park to play with the girls until their father got home. Tomorrow we are going to Adventureland but meeting…

anniversary

well today is the day, 33 years ago today I married my husband for the first time. After fourteen and a half years we divorced only to remarry three years later. So fifteen years ago today I remarried him. Total 29 years together as husband and wife. we have four beautiful children, Paula is 32…

Stars

my two and a half grand-daughter and I have this little thing we do. She runs to me and hugs me and I pick her up and I whisper to her “Kayla do you know how much I love you?” and she pulls back enough to look in my face and she says “I love…

serene

the air has lifted, my sea is calm, I feel content and serene the blues have left me and my senses are filled with the glorious day ahead I am riding rainbows of beauty and counting down the days until I can go on my stress free vacation, where the only thing I will have…

clouds

   I’m a cloud watcher. I find clouds incredibly interesting. I remember when I was a kid, I would lay down in the back window of my mom’s car and as she drove I would stare up at the clouds the clouds can say so much              at least I feel they talk to me…