don’t judge me

ever feel like others think they know you better then you know yourself? I say don’t judge me. Don’t think you know something I don’t know. Don’t think you can be in my life and have any idea of what I am about and what I think and feel just because you happen to be…

learning to let go

I have had to do this a time or two in my life. Letting go of someone I would rather not let go of. But life isn’t always about me. It is about others too and their needs have to be what works for them. So once again I am forced to let go of…

superficial stuff

what makes it superficial stuff? What makes it important to one person but less important to another? I was told recently that a person doesn’t want the superficial stuff. but what could be superficial to one person could be extremely important to another. It is all each person’s take on life. for example…..one person could…

don’t look for me because I’m not there…..

when someone tells you they want nothing to do with you, how is that suppose to make you feel? When someone says I no longer want to be in this relationship with you, how is a person suppose to react to that? When someone says “I am not this (blank) any longer, so therefore we…

achy already

it is Monday morning and I have only been here ninety minutes and already I have hurt my back. 😦 really sick of this crap. I moved a table and five desks (student) and some how I must have lifted something wrong. ugh. It is hell getting old. 😦

cooler temps feel almost cold right now

it hasn’t gotten any warmer then 67 today and while I am sitting here inside and the breeze is coming through the windows it is chilly. Think I will have to close the windows. 😦 Love these cooler temps but am not ready for winter yet. Too cold. Tomorrow is another stinking Monday. how I…

where do they go?

I wrote a blog yesterday that has completely disappeared where could it have gone? My sister has written me emails that I have never received as has a friend and I have never gotten them. So where do they go? Out there in cyberspace  wondering aimlessly, floating on a cloud of indecision of where to…

sinus infection

I have had problems with sinus infection off and on for the past twenty years or so. I had it pretty bad about a month ago and then it left and it is back again. Woke up at three am this morning and the room was spinning. now this is different then vertigo which I…

Just another day in Paradise

Saturday morning in Iowa is beautiful!! Temps were in the low fifties over night and I don’t think it has gotten to sixty yet this morning. The sun is warm and there is a breeze but it is wonderfully very much like fall!! I love it. So much prefer this to the hot and humid…

grand children tonight

usually we have our two youngest grand daughters on Saturday nights and I thought that would be the case tonight. it isn’t though. We are getting them tonight instead of tomorrow night. not that I mind, I mean I was looking forward to sleeping late tomorrow morning and that won’t happen now with Keira. She…