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Wake Me Up~   Leave a comment

Okay I have to admit I am tired of living in this twilight zone.

I am tired of things being so weird.

Yes I am grateful that people are staying home and not spreading this God awful virus but I am ready for it to be done and over with.


I know I am lucky that I can go to my job and get paid for it.

I do know that.

But every other aspect of this life is just insane.

How long is this going to last?

I know I am one of millions who feel this way……


Posted March 31, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

Glorious~   Leave a comment





Posted March 27, 2020 by Marge in ramblings

Aching~   Leave a comment

me too

I’m aching to be sitting here on the wonderful Florida beaches.

I yearn for the surf and sand.

The warm sunshine and just to relax and enjoy some peace and quiet.



Posted March 27, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

Turning into a blob~   Leave a comment

The days run together.

I am sick with a cold so I have no ambition to do anything and the weather is too crappy to be outside working in the yard.

I hate this weather.
We got teased with a wonderful weekend of sixties and ever since we have been cold.

I want to be out in the yard planting my flowers and working the soil between my fingers.

Darn it.

I did get some bulbs in the mail today.

I can’t wait to plant.

I so badly wish we could be outside.

Oh and of course I work so that helps a bit but I am tired a lot too.

Think it is the feeling like I am rundown from the cold.


Florida, Daytona Beach specifically is 88 degrees today.

Sounds heavenly for beach side.

sunrise 2

Posted March 23, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

I need~   Leave a comment


I need to be struck by lightening and some how wake up from this fog I feel like I am in.

This morning when I woke up at six am, I thought to myself “What the hell should I get up now for? There is nothing I need to do or no place I need to be”
So I went back to bed.

And woke up again at eight am and thought the same thing.
“I have no where to go and why not just sleep?”

I woke up again at nine and thought the same thing.

I think I might be a bit depressed.

Not needing medicine depressed just in a funk.

I need something to spark my life.

I know I have so many things to be thankful for and I am thankful.

But I am also in a funk.

Nothing changes.

If the weather would cooperate and be nicer I think I would feel better.

But I can’t let the weather dictate my life and I know that.

I just wish it would hurry it along a bit.


Posted March 20, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

What?   Leave a comment

I have no idea what to say today.

I have been sick with a cold and slept twenty two hours yesterday and slept sixteen hours last night.
Yep you heard right sixteen hours.

I feel better.

Still weak but better.

I have to work the next two nights so I have to feel better for that.


This coronavirus is depressing and sad.

I know we have to do what is needed to keep the virus from spreading but the cabin fever seems almost overwhelming at times.

I go out to my daughter’s house and work but I miss going out to eat, I miss just being out.

Of course this damn weather is depressing as well.

WE get a very warm weekend and then go back to this depressing cold crap.

Yes I realize it is barely spring and only March 20th but still……

I am so ready for warmer weather as I know most everyone is.

However we must wait as we always have to.



Posted March 20, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

Oh Yes She Did, The Little Turd~   Leave a comment

My 20 month old grand daughter gave me her cold.

The little turd.

I ache from my chest clear up to my head.

My throat feels like it there are knives stabbing me in it every time I swallow.

I am taking ibuprofen every four hours and am drinking hot tea and now I feel sort of decent

I’m cold and if I let the ibuprofen lasps then I ache again..

I am rarely sick.

I take vitamins¬† every day to keep myself from being sick……

and yet my little burger butt makes me sick…..

I forgive her but man am I sick of being sick already.




Posted March 19, 2020 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings