one day at a time   Leave a comment

I realize it has only been three days since Max died, but I do miss him a lot.
I even said goodnight to him last night before I went upstairs to bed.
Granted he isn’t there anymore but some way, some how I think maybe he can still see me and hear me.
I would like to think he can.
if he can I would like to apologize for not watching him close enough, to know exactly what he ingested that made him die.

I should have been with him every second outside but I wasn’t.

now I regret that deeply.

I regret every time I told him he was annoying me or barking and growling at people who walked by and I would scold him for it.

I regret not taking him on more car rides.

he loved to ride in the car, (unless we were going to get his hair cut, which he some how sensed every time we did it)

he was my little prince.

my buddy, my companion.

and I miss him.

Love you Max, always.

Max and Zeus


Posted May 1, 2015 by Marge in family, heartfelt, my loves, ramblings

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