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Night life   Leave a comment

I am here at work with just under 3 hours to go

I am on the computer working on training that we have to do each month

The one I am doing now is about infectious diseases and how to try to keep them out of the work place

This certain one was supposed to be done in March


I have 2 for April to do and 2 for May and since it is almost June it is obvious that I am very behind

Needless to say I hate doing them



They are usually an hour long and boring



There are 3 of us tonight which means I lose 5 residents to care for

Which makes the night go slower

Sure wish I could find a job I like to finish out these last 6 years




Posted May 28, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Today   Leave a comment

Im at work and wishing I wasn’t

What else is new?

Im dealing with stomach issues which makes it hard to work


Ahh life….


Im still finding it very hard to believe that Jason has died

I know he did but how can it be possible?

The autopsy said he had the coronavirus and hardened arteries and an enlarged heart

Death ruled as a heart attack

39 years old

I just don’t see how it is possible


I know God called him home for a reason and I don’t have the bigger picture

Jason had many friends but I don’t know if he ever was truly happy

I hope he was but deep down I know he had issues


I miss knowing he is here on earth


Posted May 20, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Feeling stagnant   Leave a comment

I have to admit I am feeling a bit like I am barely living in this life

We can’t go anywhere due to the coronavirus and life almost seems like it is at a standstill

I feel stagnant

I feel bland

Life is blah, especially on these cold days

Sunday’s weather was beautiful and now it is cold and miserable again

It definitely affects my mood

I feel as though I am living half a life sometimes

Maybe it is the working 3rd shift?

Im not sure what it is but I do feel blah more often than I don’t

I need a change a pick me up uf you will

Honestly I need the ocean

two thirteen

Posted May 5, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

59   1 comment

I turned 59 today

Hard to believe really

I don’t feel 59 most of the time

Some times I do but for the most part I don’t

But my children are 41, 39, 34 and 31 so I have to be aging too


It wasn’t a spectacular day

My eldest text me happy birthday very early this morning which was great

The other 3 did as well

I got 2 $50 gift cards to Red Lobster my favorite place to eat

One from my son Matt and the other from my sister Kathy.

My eldest sister gave me $30

My youngest daughter Emily gave me flowers and we ate lunch over at her house today

My grand daughter Bailey made me a few little trikets too

And Rick did finish the walls of the garage



I unfortunately had to work because my boss forgot to let me have it off

She apologized to me though

I have a lot of things to be thankful for and overall it was a good day

I would prefer to be in Florida on the beach though which is how I usually spend my birthday

Maybe next year



Posted May 3, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Not sure-   Leave a comment

They talk about reopening things in this country

People need to work, to pay bills, to get back to normal

But I fear it is all being rushed

People are still dying by the hundreds every day and we are in lockdown

Will that double or triple when people are no longer quarantined?


Its scary



Posted April 30, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Why don’t you get another dog Nana?   Leave a comment

The above question is from my 13 year old grand daughter

One thing is I work nights so it would be stuck in its kennel then and then he would have to be in it when I slept during the day

It just seems unfair to the dog

Plus Rick isn’t a huge fan of dogs and I don’t know if I could trust him to be nice to it

AND I don’t think I am quite ready to replace Max

I so adored that dog


Posted April 24, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized

Exceptional day   Leave a comment

My son Matt came over today with my grand daughter’s Keira and Kayla and it was a great day seeing them and visiting with them

They are exceptional human beings and I adore them so much

The weather was pretty great too

I am truly blessed


Posted April 19, 2020 by Marge in Uncategorized