I am here at work with nothing going on
I am almost to the 8 hour mark with 4 more hours to go
Nothing new per say
I do find that I am getting the blues more often
Not sure why
One reason may be that I feel like I am either at work or sleeping
Another reason could be that the weather is cold and dreary
Another could be that I haven’t had sex in 9 years
Take your pick
What ever the reason I get down and blue more than I use to
I used to have one or 2 days a month.
Now it seems like it is 1 or 2 days a week
Not sure why…….
I love the holiday season coming up
But not sure if I am ready for winter
Not that I have a choice
It will come regardless
Maybe it is that I didn’t get a vacation this year
Hell I don’t know
Sigh
The Rearview Mirror And Me~ 
Hang in there… My mom had a virtual appointment with her doc yesterday who asked her if she was depressed. “Who wouldn’t be?” my mom answered. The doctor offered her meds if she felt she needed them – my mom’s response was “that won’t fix the things (broken leg from fall, Covid etc) that are making me sad..so I’ll just try to get through those things first and see if I’m still depressed once things improve.” — Sometimes we just have a lot of “peas on our plate” and we can’t move on until we deal with them.