I need to be struck by lightening and some how wake up from this fog I feel like I am in.

This morning when I woke up at six am, I thought to myself “What the hell should I get up now for? There is nothing I need to do or no place I need to be”
So I went back to bed.

And woke up again at eight am and thought the same thing.
“I have no where to go and why not just sleep?”

I woke up again at nine and thought the same thing.

I think I might be a bit depressed.

Not needing medicine depressed just in a funk.

I need something to spark my life.

I know I have so many things to be thankful for and I am thankful.

But I am also in a funk.

Nothing changes.

If the weather would cooperate and be nicer I think I would feel better.

But I can’t let the weather dictate my life and I know that.

I just wish it would hurry it along a bit.

sigh

I have no idea what to say today.

I have been sick with a cold and slept twenty two hours yesterday and slept sixteen hours last night.
Yep you heard right sixteen hours.

I feel better.

Still weak but better.

I have to work the next two nights so I have to feel better for that.

 

This coronavirus is depressing and sad.

I know we have to do what is needed to keep the virus from spreading but the cabin fever seems almost overwhelming at times.

I go out to my daughter’s house and work but I miss going out to eat, I miss just being out.

Of course this damn weather is depressing as well.

WE get a very warm weekend and then go back to this depressing cold crap.

Yes I realize it is barely spring and only March 20th but still……

I am so ready for warmer weather as I know most everyone is.

However we must wait as we always have to.