I need to be struck by lightening and some how wake up from this fog I feel like I am in.
This morning when I woke up at six am, I thought to myself “What the hell should I get up now for? There is nothing I need to do or no place I need to be”
So I went back to bed.
And woke up again at eight am and thought the same thing.
“I have no where to go and why not just sleep?”
I woke up again at nine and thought the same thing.
I think I might be a bit depressed.
Not needing medicine depressed just in a funk.
I need something to spark my life.
I know I have so many things to be thankful for and I am thankful.
But I am also in a funk.
Nothing changes.
If the weather would cooperate and be nicer I think I would feel better.
But I can’t let the weather dictate my life and I know that.
I just wish it would hurry it along a bit.
sigh