Yesterday I had the day off of work to go and do my testing for becoming a CNA again.
A certified nursing assistant.
I was so nervous when I first got there that I felt like I could puke.
I took several deep breaths and then I prayed to my Lord to guide me, to work through me and to help me get through the entire thing.
And a calm came over me and I knew I was going to do alright.
Oh of course I had a small bit of doubt.
I felt if it was something that was meant to be then God would see me through it.
Doing clinicals which was part of the test, it is doing things for a mock patient and having someone watch your every move and grading you on it.
To me that is just as bad as getting up in front of a classroom of people and giving a speech.
I am not comfortable with any of it.
But as I said, I felt God was with me, within me and helped guide me to a successful outcome.
In every aspect of my life I know God is with me.
Sometimes I feel it stronger than other times.
Yesterday I felt it very strongly.
I am very blessed and undeserving for all of my blessings.
But for some reason the Good Lord always has my back.
I am very grateful.
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