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Truth~   Leave a comment

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in addition to the post I just wrote…..I know this saying is true…..

Wish I was rich, or had endless money.

Whoever said money can’t buy happiness, I think is very wrong.

Sigh

Posted December 28, 2018 by Marge in Uncategorized

Maybe I am Just Ungrateful?   Leave a comment

I am having a down day.

Not sure why.

I get this way once or twice a month.

Maybe it is knowing I have to go to work tomorrow.

I work the next four days.

Sigh.

AND I have to work New Year’s Eve ten pm till six am.

It annoys me because I have worked every holiday.

I asked for Christmas Eve off and I had to work that.

So in my opinion I feel like I should get New Year’s Eve off.
But alas….my boss doesn’t see it that way.

Maybe I am down due to a passionate dream I had last night.

I do not have passion in my life.

And no I am not talking just sexually.

I am talking about real passion for something.

Like my job, my hobbies…..my health, SOMETHING!!!!
But I don’t.

I have no passion.

 

I titled this because I sometimes think I have not a thing to whine about.

We all have our health, my children and grandchildren are happy.

I have a decent job.
I have a house, a home…..I basically want for nothing.

And yet I have these down days.

I don’t get it.

Yes it could be hormonal.

I do know that.

But like I wrote to my sister earlier, I just want to runaway for a while and do and be something different.

sigh.

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We had some ice and a bit of snow last night during the night, the ice was today and I have to say I am so over winter.
Which is strange for me because I usually love winter.

This year I just want it over with.

See, a bit down…..

 

Posted December 28, 2018 by Marge in Uncategorized

American Ninja Warriors~   Leave a comment

I have become a big fan of the above titled program

I just admire anyone who can do what they do.

I am amazed at their strength and talents.

Yes a bit envious as well.

I would love to be able to hold my own weight and propel myself from one obstacle to another the way they do.

Yes I can still get into shape.

I am after all only 57 years old, quite young to the people I care for in my job.

No not a babe in arms, but a lot younger than any of them.

I am thirty years younger than the youngest one that I care for.

And so they consider me young.

No I will never become an American Ninja Warrior, but I do admire them and it does inspire me to get into better shape.

American N W

 

Posted December 28, 2018 by Marge in Uncategorized