40 years ago today~

40 years ago today I miscarried my first baby.

It seems like a lot longer than that for me.

40 years.

Man I wish I knew then what I know now.

Life would have been so much different.

Don’t get me wrong I would never change the birth of my four kids.

I love them ore than I love my own life.

I would change a lot of other things.

Myself mostly.

Sigh.

Hindsight, such a wonderful thing.