I just want to say fuck it all.
I am so tired of this knee giving me fits.
It felt great this morning.
Really good.
And then I get to work and spend three hours on it and now I am in horrific pain again and can hardly walk.
Ugh.
I am so sick of it all.
Yes it could be worse, I could have cancer or someone I love have cancer or I could be dealing with someone dying.
But when a person can’t even walk, the simple act of just walking causes me so much pain.
It is totally ridiculous
Ugh.
I so need a new job.
And while I say that every few months, it is more true now then it has been in a long damn time.