As I grow older I learn what agrees with me and what doesn’t as far as eating goes.

I have been dealing with stomach issues all day.

Ugh.

Hate it.

But it is what it is and at this date in my life, I should now better.

 

I am 55, and after these last two weeks I feel like I have aged ten years.

No one should have to watch someone they love die, and yet I wouldn’t have been anywhere else.

Still it takes a toll on me, it sort of haunts me.

I wake up in the middle of the night thinking of her

I still find it hard to imagine she is gone even two weeks later.

I told my sister I want to rewind it all.

And I do.

I wish I could.

Unfortunately I can’t and so I just have to learn from this and do better with the remaining family I have.

God willing we will not lose another family member for a long while.

I miss you Cyndi, more and more every day.

 

 

I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be at the beach soaking up the rays.

Sigh~