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I go and do a few things  during the day and then suddenly I am reminded that my sister is gone.

Not sure why I forget it, but I do every now and then and then something comes up and I remember “oh yeah, Cyndi is gone”

Oh yeah we have a huge hole in our family where she once was.

I know I watched her die.

I know it was real and the memory of it is very fresh in my mind

But occasionally I do forget that she is gone.

I don’t know why this happens.

I don’t know why my mind wants to forget.

It is a reality and I know that but…..I think it is just something I can’t quite bare to accept.

😦

 

Posted October 3, 2016 by Marge in family, heartfelt, ramblings