Archive for September 29, 2016

Back ache and dying~   1 comment

I feel like someone has shoved a steel rod up my spine.

it aches so.

I assume it has to do with all the sitting I have done this last week visiting with siblings and being with my sister Cyndi.

Cyndi’s doctor came in to see her last night and told us that Cyndi is starting to shut down

That she is bleeding internally and will probably go with in the week.

I honestly wish it was soon because it is so hard to see her like this and in pain.

And I won’t lie to you it is exhausting trying to be there and watch her die.

For her sake, I want her to go so her suffering can end.

But she will leave a huge hole in our family when she is gone.

 

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Posted September 29, 2016 by Marge in family, heartfelt, ramblings