Life as we know it~   Leave a comment

I just realized that I haven’t written a blog for several days.

Weird to be forgetting something like that.

Tomorrow I go back to work after being off for a week.

I WOULD LOVE to be off forever but only if I had the money to still do what I want.


Cyndi isn’t doing really well.

They have her medicated so she isn’t so agitated and that just makes her sleep all day.

I spent five hours with her and she slept the entire time.

Hospice came in and gave her a sponge bath and she didn’t wake up for that and then another hospice nurse came in and drained two liters of blood off of her stomach.

The hospice is guessing she has about a week to live.

She hasn’t eaten since Saturday and only drinks a few sips at a time.

So the body can’t go very long without water.

The internet says 100 hours.

I wish she could go just because I hate seeing her suffer.

It will be a very strange world to not have her in it.



Life goes on and I do know we are all promised a death… still is hard to imagine life without her.




Posted September 28, 2016 by Marge in family, heartfelt, ramblings

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