I have to tell you I don’t recognize myself in the mirror  any more.

I have let myself get fat.

and I hate it.

Hate it so much I want to bury myself in my bed and never come back up.

ugh.

Why did I let myself go like this?
I know why, because I have been down and depressed and food is a comfort to me.

But now I am just depressed because I am so fat.

ugh

Time to make some changes……

😦