I have been down and blue lately.
Every morning I wake up and have to force myself to get out of bed.
I just want to pull the covers over myself and hibernate.
I hate my job.
Hate it because I actually work three to four hours of my day and the rest of the time I either look for things to do or sit and play on the computer here in my office.
One can only clean so much.
And really if you wash a window a hundred times in a day, and two minutes later someone is going to come along and dirty it up again, why bother?
I need a different job.
sigh.
Doubt it will ever happen though as they pay me so well here I just don’t see leaving and taking a $7 to $9 cut in pay.
ugh.
I don’t know why I have been so depressed lately.
I hate it.
But it is there anyway.
Some days I can hardly get myself showered.
Maybe it is the mundane day in and day out crap.
Maybe it is due to winter….
I don’t know but I sure hope and pray it passes and soon….
ugh