I have been down and blue lately.

Every morning I wake up and have to force myself to get out of bed.

I just want to pull the covers over myself and hibernate.

I hate my job.

Hate it because I actually work three to four hours of my day and the rest of the time I  either look for things to do or sit and play on the computer here in my office.

One can only clean so much.

And really if you wash a window a hundred times in a day, and two minutes later someone is going to come along and dirty it up again, why bother?

I need a different job.

sigh.

Doubt it will ever happen though as they pay me so well here I just don’t see leaving and taking a $7 to $9 cut in pay.

ugh.

I don’t know why I have been so depressed lately.

I hate it.

But it is there anyway.

Some days I can hardly get myself showered.

Maybe it is the mundane day in and day out crap.

Maybe it is due to winter….

I don’t know but I sure hope and pray it passes and soon….

ugh