Archive for December 28, 2015

there has been a lot of freezing rain/sleet today over snow.
this morning the weather man said we were in for 6-12 inches.
We have gotten maybe one.
Which is alright with me.
I have to get the sleet/ice removed from the sidewalks tomorrow at work but that is doable to shoveling 6-12 inches of snow.
I am happy that the weather men got it wrong again.
🙂

I am a child of God
I am a mother of four
I am a wife
I am Nana to five wonderful grandchildren.
I am a sister
I am a daughter
I am me in all my insecurities and faults.
I am human
And I am fine with who I am.

I have spent years and I do mean years, loving someone I could never have.
And in the last few months it has dawned on me that I was in love with who I thought this person was.
As the months progress it is obvious that my love was one sided.
That this person I thought was so wonderful was only wonderful in what I had built him up to be.
Thank GOD I finally woke up and saw him for what he was and is.
The wasted tears…..
Thank you Lord for making me realize just how superficial he was and is.

Anyone who knows me knows I have a great love for deer.
I actually got to see one last week on my way into work.
Which I love and always believe it is a sign from God that he loves me.
Silly I know but it is what I feel.
As time marches on and we are about to enter a New Year, I find myself looking forward to a few changes.
Mainly in myself.
I must work harder on the losing weight.
I want to learn to play the piano and play well and I am going to do a lot of drawing as it has become a new passion of mine.
no I will never be a great artist, but it makes me happy to try.
🙂

the weathermen say we are supposed to get a bit of ice and a lot of snow.
Up to 12 inches.
I didn’t go into work today because they said if you don’t have to travel, don’t.
So I am home.
What gets me is they say a little ice.
Well we have gotten a hell of a lot more then a little.
The snow has barely fallen but the ice is quite plentiful.
ugh.
I hate ice and trying to drive in it.
No I don’t have to today but my eldest son and youngest daughter do.
God willing they will get home safely.

as I wish upon a star I find myself praying for my loved ones to have a long and fulfilling life.
there is nothing I need for myself.
I have all I want, but I know some of my family struggle every single day.
I do hope 2016 is better for them then 2015 has been.