I have a feeling something is going to happen to my husband.
I can’t even describe it, but it is just something I feel.
Maybe it is because he has been in my life for almost 40 years and I am afraid of losing him.
He is my rock, my foundation….
He annoys the hell out of me sometimes but I love him and can’t imagine life without him.
this feeling comes and goes.
I have felt it off and on for a few years now.
hopefully I am wrong
I would like him to outlive me.
But it does hit me now and again that our time together is limited.
odd I know to have this feeling…….