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step on up, step on out and get it done   Leave a comment

Depression is an evil force.

I believe it is the work of the devil.

I also believe I am the only one of my mother’s children who has not been on depression medicine.

Not that I am bragging, because I am not.

I sometimes think I need to be put on it.

But my depression usually lasts a day or two and I always figured it was around the certain time of the month so……..I let it slide.

People get me down sometimes.

Life gets me down sometimes

But I would not say I am depressed.

I woke up this morning trying to come up with a good enough excuse to not come to work today.

But I am here.

I prayed to God to give me the strength to endure the day.

I have eleven more years of this job

Eleven years, one month and four days to be exact.

I wanted to retire at 55, but that is going to be impossible with buying another house.

I maybe might be able to retire at 63 which is only 9 years, one month and four days from now.

But time will tell.

I just need to get into the mind set that this job is essential to my life and I have to endure it weather I want to or not.

There is no choice in the matter…


Posted April 27, 2015 by Marge in ramblings