if I had to choose one place or the other, I would probably pick a home near the mountains.
Although I go to the beach much more than I do the mountains

I know, weird.

not that I will probably ever live anywhere but in Iowa.
Still having a home on the beach and in the mountains would be incredibly cool.
🙂

there is just something about water that I love

I love the mountains too, but for some reason water calls to me.

I tend to gravitate to it.

this is me
I am definitely chicken

already I am second guessing the thought of going back to school

I just do not have the confidence to put myself out there.

to risk failing.

I want to.

but I am scared.
I want someone to hold my hand and help me should I fall flat on my face

yes it is true

I am a chicken sh__

😦

commitment.

this says it all.

 

😦

I hate the humidity Iowa tends to pour out at any given moment

take today, it is quite humid out there.

They had the doors open a bit ago for the kids to come into the school and I can tell in the hallways that it is a bit humid.
I took the trash out after breakfast and coming back into the building…..one can tell the air conditioning is on.

I hate humidity

I hate when it gets above 90 too but the humidity is the worst.

I went to open windows yesterday at home, but as soon as I opened one I felt the humidity pouring in so needless to say I closed it again.

the house is infinitely cooler with no humidity in it.

thank God for ceiling fans too

they work wonders.

I do hope we aren’t going to go straight into summer after we are done with all this rain, but chances are we will

😦

I’m missing the beach

I’m missing the rest and relaxation

I’m missing the sounds of the waves rolling in and out

I am definitely missing the sun…….

The scariest moment is always right before you start…….

a quote by Stephen King.

 

how true……