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I don’t care   Leave a comment

I got asked why I give in, and the simple answer is I don’t care

I get asked why don’t I stand my ground and the simple answer is I just don’t care

I may very well be indifferent or a bitch

regardless of what this makes me, it is true

I honestly just don’t care

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Posted April 2, 2013 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

do you ever?   1 comment

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do you ever wonder what your life would be like if you had chosen a different path along the way?

do you ever wonder where that adventurous person ran off to?

do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and not recognize the person looking back at you?

do you ever want to give it all up to the Lord, but find He is taking too damn long?

do you ever wish for something more?

 

my mood from yesterday has lifted.

and while I still wish for some things to be different, like I told my sister I just have to find peace with the things I can not change.

it is a tough road at times and while I know others have it worse off than I do

I still need to find an inner peace with in me.

one that has to come from me.

it can’t come from my grandchildren or something outside of who I am personally

yes my Lord is there guiding me and yes in many ways He is outside of me

but He is also living inside of me, and with His help I hope I can find that inner peace….

Posted April 2, 2013 by Marge in God, heartfelt, ramblings