Archive for May 25, 2012

curious   Leave a comment

is it normal do you think to fall in and out of love with my husband?
sometimes I feel like my heart overflows with love for him and then other times I can hardly stand the sight of him!

Talk about weird!

Sometimes he rattles on and I am thinking “do I really have to listen to this?”
and other times if he gets called out to work or goes on a business trip and he isn’t in bed beside me snoring I miss him something awful!

I wonder, am I the only woman who feels this way?
or do other women (or men if you are reading this)
fall in and out of love with their spouses?
Don’t get me wrong, I always love him
but sometimes I feel like we are best buddies rather than husband and wife.

Does any of this make sense?


Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in family, heartfelt, my loves, ramblings

I need some new pictures   Leave a comment

  I often let a picture in my album inspire what I want to write about

guess I need some new pictures because all the photos I have, seemed to have been used a time or two (Or 10)

Guess I need to go picture hunting on the web.
and see what I can find

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in ramblings

soothing calmess   Leave a comment

this picture soothes me

just staring at it

I can’t explain it, just something about it brings me a peace

am I strange or what?

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

who am I?   Leave a comment

this is one of the questions on this self help article I was reading.
And it takes a bit of pondering.

who am I besides a mother and grandmother and wife and sister?
I have very few friends

so who am I?

I am a kind, considerate, compassionate person

I don’t make friends easily and don’t put myself out there to make friends

I wouldn’t say I am shy but I am not outgoing either.

I detest inconsiderate people

I hate being around people who make scenes

I loathe lying

I love to help people until they start expecting me to help them, than I won’t do it anymore.

No one should expect anything from someone else especially when they are doing it out of the kindness of their heart.

I can’t stand being around someone who is so full of themselves that they can do nothing but talk about themselves and or their problems.

I try not to be too judgemental because I hate when people judge or label me.

I have dreams and ambitions  for myself that will probably never be filled due to circumstances that I need to meet for my loved ones.

I hate change

I lack any real self-confidence

( a huge part of myself would love to go to college but at 51, what would be the point?)

I hate snakes, bees, wasps, bats or any kind of insect that keeps me from enjoying being outside  

I hate  mice or rats

I would love to learn to master the art of horse back riding and not be scared of it

I would love to climb Mt. Everest but would be completely content standing at base camp and looking up at it.

I would love to learn to fly an airplane

I would love to learn to play a piano and guitar well.

I can be extremely lazy

does any of this make up who I am?
I don’t know….

but it is something for me to think about.

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

shake it up!   Leave a comment

I have become with bored with my life.

I do the same thing day in and day out and it is BORING!
I have been reading this article on doing things to challenge myself.

they suggest you do something completely different

to set a new goal.

to find time for something completely off the mark of what normal life would be.

so I am going to have to think about it and figure out something I can do for myself that is out of the box.

out of my comfort zone.

and do it.
Shake it all up a bit.

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

Colorado bound   Leave a comment

a co-worker of mine is Colorado bound today.
I envy him
I wish I was going to Colorado

but I will be next year on my way to or from the Grand Canyon.

And of course I will be driving through my beloved Utah as well

I honestly can hardly wait.
I so love to travel


Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in heartfelt, my loves, ramblings, vacations

things   Leave a comment

it is strange to me, extremely odd to me, that I can raise a child a certain way and they grow up to be totally opposite.

for instance when raising my children I tried very hard to make them realize that life isn’t all about them, and they need to be kind and considerate to others.
And for the most part, they are all four wonderful adults.

occasionally one will do something that totally flabbergasted me.

I’m not going to name names……and I know all four have gone through a selfish… all about me attitude.

this child of mine is taking years and I do mean YEARS to get through this phase.

and it is not an attractive  thing to see.

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in family, heartfelt, my loves, ramblings

my new favorite drink   Leave a comment

I would love to tell you that it is water.

but alas it isn’t.

my new favorite drink is Gatorade’s riptide rush!
I just love it.


Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in ramblings

Friday’s   Leave a comment

it is finally Friday.
how I love this day of the week.
And this one is extra special for two reasons.
one is, it is the last Friday the kids will be here at school and another is, it is a 3 day weekend.
I so love me a Friday!

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in ramblings

Saying thank you   Leave a comment

Posted May 25, 2012 by Marge in God, ramblings