my daughter Emily has made a choice and unfortunately it isn’t Adam
I feel badly for him
I really do because he wants her back and is willing to do almost anything she wants to get her back

but she has moved on.
met someone else and is in a relationship with him

I am sorry for Adam

I liked him and he is Aaron’s father and I really wish Emily would go back to him and give their relationship a fighting chance

Unfortunately she doesn’t listen to me.
AND it isn’t like Adam didn’t have chances to do right by her

she told him in August she wasn’t happy and that she needed more from him.
he tried for a week and then got lazy and went back to his old selfish ways
They have been broken up now since right after Thanksgiving and he still wants her back
Only now he is being hateful and immature
He calls her a ‘heartless bitch’  or a ‘cunt’ or  a ‘ stupid bitch’

it pains me to hear these things

I know he is in pain and I know he is hurt, but the name calling is just being immature

and like I told Emily, he doesn’t respect her.

he is more upset because he isn’t getting his way now, then that he actually wants her back in my opinion since he is starting to call her names

I wish he would grow up and just accept what is.
I also wish Emily would give him and her family another chance

 

I woke up with back spasms.

not sure why but they sure are painful.

My sister wrote on her blog how she would love to be in Florida right now
Me too.
I have completely lost my tan and am now a pale face again.
😦
I love being tan, it gives me a false sense of being healthy
🙂
speaking of being healthy, why can’t I be one of those people who can eat whatever they want and not gain weight?
Wouldn’t that be awesome?
unfortunately I have my mother’s metabolism and everything I eat shows on my over weight body.

sigh

I hate being fat

Max spent the night in our bed last night and did really well.

I got up to take him outside at twelve thirty and then he was being feisty and wanting to bite my fingers for a good hour after that but I finally put him between Rick and I and turned my back on him and he settled down against my back and went to sleep

I put him in the bathroom with me while I took my bath this morning and he whined all the time because he wanted to be next to me
I told him he wouldn’t like the water but in all reality he probably would
🙂

here is a picture I took last night of Max and Mirielle

she thinks he is the greatest little puppy in the world.
(Keira and Kayla haven’t seen him yet) and Aaron is a bit afraid of Max because Max likes to bite toes.
🙂