Archive for November 22, 2011

6 weeks already   Leave a comment

it has been six weeks already since you left this earth.

it feels like a lot longer and yet in some ways it feels like it was just yesterday when I had to watch you leave all of us.
Some days I can think of you fondly and some days I hurt immensely.

I have your picture next to me at home where I sit each evening and sometimes looking at it brings tears to my eyes.

My youngest son said losing you should make me realize to not take for granted those that I still have here on earth.
And it does do that.
but it also makes me realize how precious life is and how badly I wish I could get those years back with you that I lost.

I also wish I could have a relationship with my eldest child, who is estranged from me.
Maybe one day she will miss me enough to want me in her life again.
one can only hope.

Posted November 22, 2011 by Marge in family, heartfelt, ramblings

how true   Leave a comment

this makes perfect sense to me.
and it is oh so true.

Posted November 22, 2011 by Marge in heartfelt, ramblings

too busy to be at work   Leave a comment

I have tons of things to do.
Okay saying tons, is a bit of an exaggeration but I do have a lot to do.
I have to get the house cleaned, it needs it desperately

I have to make the dough for the crescent rolls

I have to go to Keira’s school tomorrow to spend the day with her ( I don’t have to do this but I want to)

I have a huge meal to prepare for Thanksgiving day.
I have a house to ready for Christmas on Friday

The most daunting task is cleaning my dirty house.
that will take the most time.
But alas, it needs done so I must do it.

Happy Tuesday everyone!

Posted November 22, 2011 by Marge in ramblings