this is a picture of me and my husband last Saturday.
ugh I am fat.
I never realize how fat I am until I see a picture of myself.
I am disgusting.

I am striving really hard to eat smaller portions and moving more instead of sitting down and doing nothing.

I need to lose weight.
not only for my own self worth, but for my health as well.

ugh

I am sitting here trying to figure out what to say today, and I run across this picture and think how wonderful it would be to be sitting in this hammock and just enjoying the sunset.
yes my mind is still on vacation and counting down the hours until it gets here.
Which can’t come soon enough.