Archive for April 19, 2011

Doom   Leave a comment

I have a sense of doom.
I can’t even explain it any better than that.
Something bad is going to happen.
I can feel it, sense it……almost like the presence is right next to me.

The last two nights I have gone to bed and I can just feel the darkness.
I use to talk about the death ghost that would come to visit me and it is like that in a way but yet again it isn’t.
I just sense something is wrong.
Something is off.
Something isn’t as it should be.

My eldest child, (who is estranged from me) is in Utah with her significant other and maybe that is what has me worried.
Two women out there alone.

I may have my husband text her later to make sure she is alright.

I am a worrier and I know that.
But ninety-five percent of the time I feel like I am blessed and grateful for my children and grandchildren and all is right with my world.

this part here, this feeling that I have had these last two days……..I can’t say it is about a child of mine, or a grandchild of mine…or if it is a sibling…..or what?
I just have a sense of something really bad is going to happen.
And I won’t like it a bit.

Posted April 19, 2011 by Marge in ramblings

stupid dreams   Leave a comment

man did I have some stupid dreams last night.
The first one was I dreamt I had Brad Pitt’s baby.
now why I would dream such an asinine thing, is beyond me.
Number one¬† he is younger than I am and I wouldn’t date anyone younger than me, let alone sleep with them.
Number two  there is no way in hell he would look at me twice

number three  my ability to have a baby died fifteen years ago when I had a hysterectomy

Just amazed me that I dream something so down right stupid.

My second dream was about an old flame, which just annoys me to no end.
Because that is over and done and has been for a long time.

Crazy dreams………

makes me wonder why I dream what I do????

Posted April 19, 2011 by Marge in ramblings