32 years ago today   Leave a comment

thirty-two years ago today I became a mother for the first time.
To an 9 pound 3 ounce baby girl.
she was exquisite and wonderful and I felt truly blessed to be her mother.
Unfortunately somewhere along the way I lost her and now she refuses to speak to me.
I am told she is doing well.
I hope she is.
I miss her dearly and love her so much.
I did text her happy birthday this morning.
She doesn’t want to hear from me, but I let last year slip by without acknowledging it.
And I just couldn’t bring myself to not acknowledge it this year.

I hope her life is everything she wants it to be.
And I hope she is happy.

Love and miss you Paula.

Here my four children are at my eldest son’s, Brian’s wedding.
From  left to right
Emily, Brian, Paula and Matt.


Posted March 8, 2011 by Marge in family, my loves, ramblings

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