Archive for July 2010

Here I am……   Leave a comment

here you are, looking as wonderful as ever…..

here I am…….falling in love all over again…..

here we are……two hearts colliding….

wondering how we  ever let this end…..

there you go… to your own world…..

here I stand……watching you walk away…..

there we go……gone with the wind……

here I am wondering if it will always be this way…….

Posted July 30, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

oops I did it again….   Leave a comment

I picked up a box of paper, heavy paper off of the floor and pulled a muscle in my back.
Darn it, why don’t I learn?
But how else was I to get it where it needed to be.
I hate this getting older crap.
hate how I can so easily hurt myself doing simple little things.

I don’t want to be twenty again, but I would like to be able to do simple little tasks that don’t cause injury to myself.

Posted July 30, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

1,000   2 comments

this is my 1000th post, on this blog site.
Many people only write when they feel like they have something to say.
Many people go months without writing a thing.
For me this is an outlet.
And if no one ever reads it but me, then that is just how it is.

it is a diary of sorts, although I don’t share my innermost feelings here.

It gives me something to look forward to.
it is an expression of who I am.
And let’s face it, I am an original.

So while I wrote hundreds of blogs on a previous blog site that I can no longer get into, I find myself completely alright with that and very much at home here.
When I first started this one, I was heartsick to not be able to get to that one.
now I just feel like here is where I am meant to be.

So Happy 1000th to me!

Posted July 29, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

a beautiful day   Leave a comment

it is lovely outside.
So nice and cool and no humidity.
It is incredibly nice.
I went for a small walk this morning around the school, just to take in the sun rising and to hear the birds chirping and to enjoy the morning dawn.
Why can’t every day be this beautiful?

Posted July 29, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

Free Lindsay   Leave a comment

okay I’m going to get on my soap box here so if you don’t want to hear me complain, you best go read someone else’s blog now…….

I read on the internet that they are having a rally in New York City to Free Lindsay Lohan from her jail time.
Is she above the law?
Maybe in her own mind!
I just don’t get people.
The girl obviously needs help!
If someone doesn’t get her on the right path and soon she is going to be just like Anna Nicole Smith and die a sad death.
(No disrespect to Anna Nicole Smith)

I know why she is the way she is.
because fame came to her at a young age and she couldn’t handle it or the money and got bored with life so she began drinking and doing drugs.
Same old story of a Hollywood starlet
Or star, as in Heath Ledger’s case.

Free Lindsay!
you have got to be kidding!
She needs those ninety days to get her head on straight and get clean.
Oh and a minister might want to go visit her and visit her often and show her the way to God.

Okay enough said………

Posted July 28, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

Time for a change   1 comment

I’m in a rut, I need a change.
I have been doing the same thing day after day after day and I am feeling like I’m just spinning my wheels and getting no where.

I want to be free yet I feel like I have shackles around my ankles holding me back.
I want to be adventurous and I am stilted by the mundane day to day existence.

Do I sound depressed?
I’m not…..I just need a vacation.
It has been over a year since I have been on vacation and I feel like I’m sinking in to a bottomless pit of blackness because of it.

I eat the same thing for breakfast every morning and even that is getting old and to the point that I don’t enjoy it much
Why don’t I change it up?
Because this is cheap

I know what you are thinking…..only I can make the changes….and you are right.
Only I can…..

now I just have to decide what to do and where to make the changes at……

stay tuned……….

Posted July 28, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

the end of the line   Leave a comment

as the days creep closer to the first day of school I am happy to report that I can see the end of the tunnel.
The light is quite a bit brighter and the sun is shining at the end of it.
yes I still have quite a bit of work to do.
I have had a list all summer long and it is down to one page now and getting shorter every day!
it is a great feeling to know I am on the down hill slide.

21 things to do on my list, but when I started it was more like 75 things to do.
So it is nice to think…..I am almost reaching the finish line…….


Posted July 27, 2010 by Marge in ramblings