we walked the same exact walk tonight that we did last night.
But tonight was harder on me.
I think it was due to the fact that I ate first tonight.
I had a stitch in my side nearly the whole way.
It took us forty minutes both nights so I know it wasn’t because we walked faster.
I just didn’t feel like I had the energy it took tonight.
I got the job done but it was difficult tonight.
Weird I know.

Hopefully tomorrow night will be better and I will go without eatting first and see if that makes the difference I think it will.
🙂

so as I began my job today I ran into a teacher who is here about ninety minutes earlier then he needs to be.
I asked him “Did you fall out of bed this morning?”
And he said “Yep right on my head”
Silly I know.
He then asked me how I was doing today and without even thinking I said “Perfect”
And he laughed and said “Perfect?”
And I said “Yes, I would rather not be at work but I’m having a good day”
As we parted I thought to myself……
Okay maybe not perfect but pretty good.
I don’t even mind being here although that could change at any moment.
Especially if a child makes an unnecessary mess of something.
I talk to God every night before I go to sleep and I even said a quick prayer this morning on my way into work and I feel really good today.
God has that power
At least He does for me.
There are things I wish I could change, or undo or do better in my life but I can’t.
It is all water under the bridge.
people either like me or they don’t.
I can’t force myself on people to make them like me.
I have my Lord,  my health, all my children are healthy
Rick is healthy and my grandchildren are all healthy and my little peanut will be here in six weeks or so.

I have a job, a beautiful home and probably at least thirty more years or so left on this earth.
What more could I need?

more money would be great but is that a need?
nope, just a want…..

 so while I may not really be “PERFECT” in every sense of the word, I am vowing to make it a great day.
Besides the weather is perfect and that helps the mood immensely.
🙂