clogged head   Leave a comment

I’m not sure what it is with me, but I am having a lot of mood swings of late.
Monday I was in a really rotten, ready to run away mood, and yesterday I was completely fine and content.
Today however I am heading in the same direction I was in on Monday.
ready to say to hell with all of this and just to run away.
I wonder about my clogged head and what a therapist would say to these mood swings I have.
I don’t believe I am depressed enough to be put on medicine, I am not suicidal at all.
I would leave the state and find a place to live elsewhere before I would ever kill myself, however I do get the urge to just throw in the towel and leave the life I know now, more and more.
And before you ask dear reader, no there isn’t someone waiting in the wings for me to change my life so drastically for.
The very last thing I would want is another man in my life.
No if I were to leave it would be to find the person I am, that has somehow gotten lost in the shuffle.
the person inside of me that no one knows and never sees.
That is the only reason I would leave the life I have and find happiness some place else.
Just for me, or the me I use to be.

Posted February 24, 2010 by Marge in ramblings

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