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inside my head   Leave a comment

I have a voice inside my head that is arguing with me about what I want to do and what I should do
I should go back to school and TRY to get an education so I can get out of this crappy job I hate so much.
I should be working on losing weight.
I should being doing this instead of that.
But my mind says ‘you are too old to go back to school’
my mind says ‘you are too lazy to begin an exercise program’
and my mind says do what you want and be happy with the choices.

I know this voice inside my head is my conscience.
my mother, father, doctor, lawyer….and every other kind of profession there is that would want me to use common sense and do the right thing.
The biggest challange right now is the job.
Everything else can be put on the back burner, and once it gets warmer out I will be walking and therefore that is the exercise program or the beginning of it.

I wonder if anyone else has this back and forth battle in their own minds like I do?
or am I losing it?

Posted February 11, 2010 by Marge in ramblings